I wish to tell you
How dreadful the eyes seem
When they fall upon me
How tormented my heart feels
When it has to race against my fears
I tap hundred beats
Rehearse a thousand times
But when it comes to speaking
I fail to speak or mime
I wish to tell you
How helpless I feel
When I can’t breathe
or control my tears
I scream to my fears
Go away! Go away!
I wish to tell you
How scared I am of them right now
As they barge in my life without
my permission
How I wish them to end my existence
and culminate this cycle of pain forever.
I get this, because I lived it.
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